Dear Logan,
December 15, 1997 is a date I will remember always and treasure so deep in my heart. On that day God gave me a miracle. God knew exactly what he was doing when he blessed our family with you as our second son. I love you more then you could ever know. I am so glad I can spend your 12th birthday showing you how much you mean to all of us. Thank you for being the best brother and most amazing son.
Here is something I jotted down for you. I wish I could express my wishes more elegantly then this but treasure it and know that it is my gift.
My wish for you Logan
Son, I wish I could fill your life with nothing but Joy
so you can always stay an innocent little boy
Son, I wish I could make all your wishes come true
so that you will never feel sad or blue
Son, I wish I could fulfill every dream you may see
so you can know how happy you have made me
Son, I wish I can gift you all the riches around
so all you frowns are turned upside down
Son, I wish your life could be nothing but fun
and all your nights and days be filled with sun
Son, I wish I can take all of life's pains away
so you can have nothing but glorious days
Son, I wish I could show you how to have strength in times of despair
so you can have faith and never have fear
Son, I wish I could live every single day of your life
so that I can take on all your strife
There is so much I wish for you my dear son
but I can not give you because your life would then be done.
You need to have all that bad that comes with the good.
Otherwise you will never know were you stood.
You need to learn how to change obstacles into opportunities
that way you will see
how wonderful living your life can be
You need to put your faith in God above
so you can feel His most amazing love
If I could wave a wand and grant all my wishes true
Then you will never see how much I truly love you.
So on you birthday I will gift you all the above
but tomorrow I must continue to fight
so I can teach you to look for the light.
Everyday is a gift I want to say
so that your birthday is not just one day.
Mom
P.S. Happy Birthday my wild loving boy!